Tuesday, 31 December 2013

Wish

I wish I didn't have to tell you this. But it's either silence or truth. My beloved therapist was murdered just over two weeks ago by her son. It is just that incomprehensible. I have not had the heart to come here but I miss you all. My relationship with G was profound and loving, and was helping me finally to heal old wounds. I don't know what else to say. Times are dark, and every night I light a candle to G. The tree glows and the fire burns bright and we know that tomorrow brings a new year. And for now that is all.

11 comments:

marja-leena said...

That is so tragic. I'm sorry for your loss. Take care.

Meg said...

Such a sorrow and no words adequate - take care.

Jean said...

I'm so sorry, so sorry. This life and the mind and the heart are such dangerous places. Sending you love and strength.

Sabine said...

Oh this is so very tragic. My heart goes out to you.

Relatively Retiring said...

How terribly sad to read this. My thoughts are with you as you try to live through it.

Les said...

Oh my goodness, too sad. I'm so sorry for your loss. Losses, I guess.

Dragonfly Dreams said...

I am so very sorry. Know that there are many, many warm thoughts across the blogosphere to encompass you in your pain. Take care.

Fire Bird said...

Thank you all dear blog friends. I am putting one foot in front of the other, and finding a way forward. Tomorrow is the funeral.

Marcheline said...

At some point, don't you just feel like screaming "This is bullshit!" and moving to Switzerland or something? Christ on a cracker, dude. So sorry.

Pam said...

Oh goodness! How awful for all concerned. Terrible. I'm so sorry. I hope the funeral held some comfort of some kind.

Reading the Signs said...

Dear Fire Bird - looking in and seeing this dreadful news. I hope you are ok and finding a way forward.
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