Still here with the rescue remedy, tissues and eye drops. Actually I've finished the rescue remedy. Still here with the low music and the book in the middle of the night, but not so much of any of these. And at length a plan for returning to my job. A phased return yet. Who knew my employer could be so compassionate? Sending flowers a couple of weeks ago and letting me return gently to my challenging work starting next week.
And meanwhile it has grown cold and the weeks are rolling around to February, and all this moving forward means leaving G further behind, and sometimes I sob as I drive, cook or walk. And then stop sobbing and drive on, stir the pot, keep on walking. And so it is.
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And so it will continue, every day a new step, remember everything moves and nothing remains still. Try and watch how gently this unfolds.
You are right and the sadness is woven in with the wonder of it all.
Thinking of you - don't be afraid of the sadness.
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