Thursday, 10 November 2011

10

Still here despite all. Sleep continues faulty, invariably awake for one, two, three hours some time after three - essentially hormonal perturbation. Everything feels a struggle at the moment. At odds with three of my different jobs, not exactly at ease with the others but better. At odds with myself. Trying to untangle some mighty big knots at the moment. Back in therapy, as was just not doing well at the end of the summer. Tentatively job-hunting again...

L has been to IKEA and purchased a Poang chair and footstool to go in front of the wood burner, a cushion, a chopping board, an oven-proof dish, lots of candles and tea lights, two cutlery drainers and two fleecy throws she plans to make into a door curtain, plus curtain pole. I am so happy I didn't have to go. Instead I had a therapy client and a meeting with a CBT therapist.

2 comments:

Lucy said...

Oh dear, the Ikea trip sounds more fun to me. I am such an airhead. Why two cutlery drainers, do you have two draining boards or is one a reserve?

Please keep up the daily postings if you can, I'm sorry you've tough stuff to weather but even so it's so good to keep hearing from you like this.

alembic said...

I am with you on being happy not to have to go to IKEA. The place always gives me vertigo or something like it, as I try to follow the maze they make you walk through, regardless what you came there for.